throwback to when i sold my first car. i miss you, dear toto. when i sold you, i thought better things gonna come. then i got stuck my my grandmother’s old car for abt 2 years till now. anyway, i really miss my toto! hope your current owner is as nice to you as i was :)
At your own risk, boys.. you’ve been warned (Holes, Louis Sacher)
my dad is super anti selfie. he is the wisest and most critical man i know. he opposed my religious views, called Jesus a coconut tree, and insulted the way i live my life. but he was the one who taught me not to discriminate, judge or ostracise. i super love you dad, so hard to leave every time. wish holidays are so much longer.
mandatory picture. thank you for sitting up so straight.
Four years later, I found a graduation present from my aunt. I always thought my graduation present stopped at my first car…..I never knew this existed wtf. It’s awks to thank her now, isn’t it? I wish one of my cousins on instagram wld help me pass this message of gratitude which is 4 yrs late. My dad shld never place things in a room a barely live in without telling me! #idontknowwhichaunt
not that i hadn’t learnt any. perhaps i invested too much uncompensated time, effort and emotion in the past, this time, i’m more careful. i know, deep down, i’m not the delicious piece of bait.
well thoughts are thoughts. these few days i got all sorted out with all possible ‘what ifs’. just pointless comical run through, struggles and tension all within my mind alone. good, great, chillin meditation. can’t help it, it just happened.
i know its not worth it to all you people out there. then don’t toy with people’s emotions you all assholes. first it was three years ago. if i was asked to stay, prob all will be different. thing is, i wasn’t. so i left. got a proper job…settled in…
then now, it happened again. now i have no where to run. how? what am i to do? surrounded by cowards. arghh fml so much.
whatever comes whatever goes. i’m not investing anymore of my emotions. i’m trusting in God. waiting on him for answers. i’m not gonna betray my faith but be who i’m.
as flattering as it feels right now, it’s all fake. it’s not prada, not gold, just some suspense worth imitating.
i will continue to trust and pray. and i will not betray my faith. will not. no matter how unhappy i’m with what doctrines teaches.
Note to self: He is not real.
termly #selfie with nainai. you make it to my top 3 fav person in the world! people who says that nainai will go to hell cos she ain’t a christian, screw you. #youarenotgod
I want to hide thr truth, I want to shelter you, but with the beast inside, there’s nowhere we can hide #newtoy #firstsong #holeinmywallet #bestbuyever #impulsebuy #peaceinmyheart
i love this scene. felt bittersweet when i was there. reminded me of the random trip to frankston beach everytime we can with @ivieraj and some other people. i miss you guys. cos of you all, memories in melbourne are the best. although our sand is not as fine, but my life here is. pls meet soon, melbies!
i found this in pulau ubin! i miss secondary school a little bit!